Margarita and Linda Anne Regan Casillo

April 7, 2010 will be Margarita Casillo's 6 yr angelversary.

We hold her in our hearts with arms wide open.

I want to thank all the friends of my mother and my sister whom send me the beautiful memories of them.

Please always feel free to email me about anything. I love hearing from you.

God Bless

Susana

Every minute is a blessing , and everyday you get 1,440 of them ~ Be Blessed my family and friends ♥ use your minutes wisely .

This site supports the Purple Ribbon Campaign against Domestic Violence.

WE do this in support of all the Angels of Domestic Violence, The voices unheard, the voices that cry and those whom still suffer everyday. May the Lord bring them all peace and infinite justice.

"BREAK THE SILENCE! STOP DOMESTIC VIOLENCE!"

Upcoming Angelversaries

He was my mother's than he was mine for 5 long years. He was 19 yrs old.

He became blind, couldn't walk, and couldn't eat. He had a seizure 3 days before I laid him to rest. I held him in my arms and prayed soo hard. I couldn't watch him suffer. He was my best little buddy. I promised him he would have no more pain, leaving my arms and running straight into mom's. God Rest his sweet soul. I miss you
Chico.

Chico Casillo 2/25/1990 - May 14, 2009

Booboo Big Daddy Casillo

Margarita Casillo September 15, 1957 -

April 7, 2004

Our Mommy went to heaven without the justice for her death. But, we continue to pray for God's justice,her peace and guidance for those of us still here. WE love and miss her soo much.

This youtube video was made in loving memory of my mother. My heart will go on was one of the songs she loved the most for me to sing.

So, I sang the song and made her a Rememberance video.

It is trivial compared to all the wonderful things she did for me.

You never realize just how much your mother does for you until you grow up and have kids of your own.

Everytime she said, "One day, you will have kids and you will see what you do to me!" She was right.

 My mother gave her life for us. She worked two jobs and was a single mom.

I miss her lectures, hugs, kisses and words of wisdom. I miss her just being there no matter what.

I will never forget any of the many lessons she has taught me.

Family always comes FIRST!

 And although, this past year, has taught me that many in our extended family don't follow that same belief.

In the end, I grew up with the right morals and my mom was the better person after all.

So, the rest of the world can, rest assured, I am my mother's daughter.

I will fight for her same beliefs.

 I will fight for my grandmother.

I will not tolerate the drama they gave her.

My mother is my heart and soul.

She is the one whom loved me unconditionally and whole heartedly.

Without my grandmother, I would never have had a mother to bless me with such a wonderful gift.

I love you Mamasita.

Para Siempre con migo!

xoxoxox

Susana Maria

Please continue to pray for my grandmother Maximina Estrella.

They say that the Lord never gives us more than we can bear

So, I have accepted and loved and always been there

For my family, my friends, people in need

Whatever it is I try to help thee

I have prayed and cried and prayed each day

For the Lord to help me just find my way

I have tried to forgive the pain and the losses

The feeling of being tortured emotionally and physically is still always there

The day my soul was invaded I had tried to stand tall

The loss of my mother and my sister then topped it all

No matter how far ahead I get

I always seem to fall

I love and love and love some more

I give my faith in those I trusted only to be hurt some more

I give faith that when I do good for someone in need

That they would keep there word

But, instead I get burned and told a few harsh words

I never learn

I always give in

No matter how good I try to be

I never seem to win

I ask nicely

I pray hard

And there is always going to be something more

There will always be excuses and lies for me to endure

And sometimes I feel as though I can't give no more

So, now when asked will you help me?

I simply say no

The last time I said yes, I simply trusted

And long and behold was that a mistake

The ones you love

They for sure will take

They never give back

They take you for a fool

That is one thing of life

It is just so cruel

It has killed my spirit

and my will to do good

I just don't feel as if I have any more
to give as I use to and would have and should

I feel as though I just have lost my way
Today is truly just a very sad day

I simply don't know how much I can bare

The ones I love just don't seem to be there

Many just take me for granite

Others simply have no time

Or else they just don't care about things like mine

So many take life for granite

Many including mine

I ask the Lord just how much more do you want me to endure

I am trying but, just don't know if I can do it anymore

It kills me to watch the lies and deceit of others

It kills me when people don't learn life's lessons

Including mothers

The mothers that don't realize what they have until it will be gone

The mothers that claim to love but, don't love themselve enough to

realize their own wrong

Then there are those who don't realize how truly blessed they are
The ones who have their mothers
to have and hold
to call and ask for help

That is one part of my pain that is truly felt
For I have lost my mother
And I miss her so

It breaks my heart to watch so many that don't
love their mothers as well

Mothers many may seem crazy
As mine did to me

But, as I grew up
She was always right indeed

Trust no one she said
Trust only yourself

for you will one day see
the pain I have felt


If you think I am crazy now
One day you will see
You will want to thank me

You will see that family
which is supposed to be first

They will be first
to screw you over in the end

This messages she gave me
I should have listened

Family indeed should have been first always
Many just don't seem to understand

Your mother will love you
unconditionally until the bitter end

When they tell you things that hurt
It is mainly for your own good

It is better to hear from your mother
That someone else who would
Leave you homeless, loveless and in the street

There are the ones who take and take
and don't give back anything in return

This lesson from my mother
to this day I have learned

There are so many who need to learn
Learn to accept the gifts you are given
and to love those who love you

Stop taking these precious moments of life for granite

Life is the here and now

For tomorrow there are no guarantees
Fix what you can do today

Remember the pain I cry for thee


Susana M. ~
Thank you to my mother. For with her great knowledge I try to endure each day. Although she is my angel in heaven, I think of her everyday. I miss her hugs and lectures and her speeches that made me crazy. But, in the end, I am grateful for she loved me. She loved me more than anyone on this earth.
She loved me from the moment of my birth. There will never be anyone like my mother ever again.
"I pray for all who don't listen."

Christmas Angel by Susana M.

 

 

This site is dedicated in loving memory to all of our family angels.

I am a firm believer that we never forget our loved ones

 whom have left us to see our Lord.

 

I have created this site to keep all of their memories alive.

This is for my family as well as my husband's family.

This is for our family and future generations to honor and share the love of their lives.

 

 

Please feel free to click any of the links at the side of the site.

 

It will take you to the Individual pages for all of our angels.

To the left is the links for candles, condolences and life Story.

These links will take you

 to the individual custom pages

of our family angels.

Please feel free to click candles

to light a virtual candle. Yes, they are free.

However, I assure you they are always

seen and appreciated by our family.

Please feel free to email me should you so choose

susana_regan@yahoo.com

 

Please feel free to click add text on any of the given custom pages.

This will allow you to share memories and add photos.

I have added anyone who I think may want updates to the once a week email list.

Please email me if you want to be added or taken off.

Please know all i.p. addresses will be seen by website manager.

So, even if you don't light candles I can find out who you are.

So, don't post anything un cool.

Yes, this site is right click disabled.

 

So, as to not have photos or graphics stolen.

As well as to protect the children in relation to this site.

Other than that thankyou for visiting and God bless you all.

Susana M. Regan_Cloutier

©2008

 

 

Dance Like There's No Tomorrow.

author unknown

The sun arises in the sky

The birds begin to sing

As I start my day

Off to do my thing

 

The hours click by on the clock

Soon the day does end

Did I call my family

Check in with my friend ?

 

My father was recently called home

To sit in Heaven above

Did I remember to tell him

It was him that I did love

 

Now the days click faster

I know he is at peace

Will the emptiness I feel

Ever, ever cease

 

Suddenly my days,

Take on a meaning that is new

I am not in such a hurry

I step back and enjoy the view

 

I hope my heart stops hurting

Good memories fill my mind

Enjoying all my surroundings

Sharing with friends in kind

 

I say to all my friends

This is to you from lil' me

Dance like no one's watching

Enjoy the life to be

 

For as the days go flying

Things that used to be important to me

Really aren't as important

I've set my spirit free

 

So when you awake tomorrow

Take some advice from  me

Dance like no one's watching

Then you will begin to see

ty honeydust for sharing with me

 

 

Some photos on this site were used from ourangelfamilies.com

Family photos were used with permission from

the Immediate Regan Spouse and siblings

and mother to Alphonse Rocco Casillo

John Paul pics were used with permission from his mother.

FAMILY PHOTOS ARE THE COPYRIGHT OF OUR FAMILY.

IMIKIMI FAMILY GRAPHICS ARE THE COPYRIGHT OF

SUSANA

 

The following link was made available courtesy of Mrs. Smart.

Thank you and God Bless always my friend.

http://HeartTouchGraphics.piczo.com/susanasgraphicoffers?cr=7

Feel free to view other angelfamilies graphics offers by clicking home on the above url.

It will give you many links to many beautiful graphics.

For graphics assistance please email me at

susana_regan@yahoo.com

 

Kindly put GRAPHICS REQUEST in subject line.

I love helping to make graphics for our angels.

It gives me great peace.

For online grief support and graphics to use

please visit

http://angelfamiliesonline.com/ 

ty to Betty for this Domestic Violence Ribbon!

Please remember Domestic Violence occurs everyday. It is not just in October. Please help save a life! Join the purple ribbon campaign.

 

 

Thankyou to ourangelfamlilies for the support of this memorial site.

They have been true angels to our family.

I have made many friends whom have helped me get through the hardest times.

God Bless you all.

Susana

http://linda-anne-regan.angelfamiliesonline.com/

 

 

 

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Thankyou to Irene for this beutiful graphic.

 

 

 

 

 

May all our angels be happily watching over us in heaven.

 

http://bigdaddybooboocasillo.pets-memories.com 

 

 

Thankyou to all our friends for their continued ongoing support and rememberance of our angels.

We truly appreciate all the love and support.

God Bless

Susana M. Regan_Cloutier

Daughter, sis, granddaughter, cousin to all our angels

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 I am the lucky one.

 

They spent many years belittling my mother for drinking and her ways of things.

They took advantage of her, stole from her and in the end, she had me.

I am truly the lucky one.

 

Spetember 13, 2009 marks his first angelversary.

We miss and love him soo much.

I hope he is happy in heaven with mom and Chico. 

 

 

http://bigdaddybooboocasillo.pets-memories.com/ 

 

Nothing More to Give By Susana M. ~